Note: this post is from my old blog, but it’s an important one. Hence the cross-posting.
** Full disclosure: I serve on the Edcamp Foundation board. I don’t come at this without bias. However, I strongly believe what I am writing is true regardless of this bias. Now, to the story 🙂
In late July, 2011 Diane Main told me, “Hey. There’s a thing going on in the East Bay in early August. You should totally go.” Being new to the edtech world – and trusting Diane’s opinion – I signed up to attend the first edcampSFBay.
I remember it being a great day. I remember great conversations. I remember great energy. I remember seeing people I looked up to on Twitter there – a lot of them. I have no idea what sessions I attended. Or even if I said anything at those sessions. But at the end of the day, I filled out the evaluation form and checked the “I’m willing to help organize next year’s edcampSFBay” box.
Fast forward a year: the second edcampSFBay was at my school. Where I taught! I was nervously excited. We set up everything the night before. Signs. Session board area. Wifi information.
Then came Saturday morning. And naturally there was no wifi when we got to school. In upgrading a cable somewhere in the IT maze on Friday night, something had fried. It was unclear when wifi was coming back. I was crestfallen – how was edcamp going to run without wifi? How embarrassing!!
You know where this is going: people had a great day. Talking. Engaging in conversations. Sharing hard problems. Did we tweet much? Nope. Was the edcamp a success? Yup.
But this isn’t a story about a near-miss disaster. It’s a story about validation. See, when you help throw a party – and it is successful – you get excited. You feel brave. Ready to take risks. Your realm of the possible expands from that confidence – things that seemed hard or far-fetched before all of a sudden seem attainable. And my realm of the possible expanded because of organizing edcamp.
When it came time to rethink my classroom, I was ready to take big swings not little steps: I was CONFIDENT. When there were other edcamps in California, I hopped on a plane and flew to LA – or Orange County, or Palm Springs – and attended. #caedchat was born at edcampLA! When a couple friends started talking about running an online edcamp, I was all in and edcampHome happened. (Three times, in fact.)
The confidence from helping organize an edcamp transferred to my classroom, to my students. The confidence I gained from helping to organize an edcamp helped me rethink my classroom: my role in that classroom, my students’ role in the classroom – things happened there because I believed in myself. I was confident – confident enough to take a risk.
That confidence came from helping to organize edcamp. From helping throw a party – or an edcamp 🙂 – that people came to, and wifi or not had a good time. That confidence has meant and continues to mean the world to me.
Hopefully that confidence meant something to a bunch of students that passed through my classroom as well.